detached..

change is the most powerful proof of the passage of time..things change,people change,the world around you changes..it has been a long time since i last posted here and it has been quite a period for me..i've been witness to several changes and have learnt lots from them..for once i learnt that sometimes its not good to be unbiased or truthful,just to save your own ass..sometimes its not good to get attached or close to people-it hurts when you fail them,or as it may be,if the other person thinks you've failed him(or her)..sometimes its even possible to feel guilty without having committed any mistakes..sometimes its not nice to be surprised at changing people..and sometimes its best not to feel shocked when you see that you never really knew the person you thought you knew best..this is life..these and the many such lessons have had a strange effect on me..i feel so very detached from all those people i once held close,and even from life..now i'd like to stay alone most of the times,or with those rare few people i still trust..a sense of detachment rules,i feel indiffernet and things that mattered to me before,seem trivial now..life teaches you lessons,and it teaches well..my first tryst with life's lessons was a complete disaster although i was able to derive some gyaan from it..god help me in the next encounter.. :(