aah..it feels good to be back again, typing in my most random thoughts for the most random people..
two years have passed since i've become a free man and i guess i can safely say that i am quite happy and contented with my life, with whatever i have and whatever i have accomplished till now..but still, its in my nature to be unhappy with past decisions and actions just because they could have been better..i try to rid myself of this habit, but it strikes time and again..
why do some of my actions, which seem good previously, appear to be not-so-good options later? you'l think i'm mad,obsessed with being perfect..but that's not the answer..
my argument is,if something can make things better,can make my life a whole lot easier,why don't i do it? why do i satisfice with options which are good enough whereas the best option stares at me in the eye,awaiting to be spotted? i know what is right for me,i know what is best but i just don't feel like doing it..other trivial events,which might be of no consequence to me at any moment seem to be more lucrative.

anyways, i dnt want to burden myself with this shit anymore, its too damn boring. i know i could never concentrate on my work till date and it'l be that way till the end. maybe thats the way i gotta live, so no use fretting. lite lo!